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[17 Aug 2006|07:55pm] |
 man i'm so ready to leave for college. but terrified at the same time. it's just weird being considered an adult now and leaving the high school drama behind. i've so blessed to be this happy right now. i'm in love with a wonderful Jeffery the love of my life. he's amazing i'm so glad to have him in my life. having a good job. "On the border" in the summit. everything just seem good right now, and i'm really happy. maybe the happiest i've been in a long time. it just so weird to be leaving my friends behind. while we go our seperate ways. i'm so sad about that. but we will always be close..but on a happier note. Me and B.B are audictioning for American Idol. we get our bracelets on saturday. .. wish us luck..love all my friends and good luck with college and high school..later sexies
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[10 May 2006|05:19pm] |
SENIORS THE COUNTDOWN IS ALMOST UP AND WERE OUT THIS BITCH
OK AP PSYCH EXAM WAS TODAY AND IT WAS WAY EASIER THEN WHAT I THOUGHT THE SECOND PART OF THE FREE RESPONSE WAS A LIL ROUGH BUT OVERALL I AT LEAST GOT A THREE I HOPE..SO DINNER THEATER IS ALMOST HERE AND IT ACTUALLY STARTING TO LOOK GOOD AT LEAST IN MY EYES...SO COME TO IT FRIDAY AND SATURDAY OF THIS WEEK PRICE RANGE 10-20 DOLLARS..
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[04 May 2006|04:51pm] |
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Wow My birthday is in four days..hel yes 18 baby..anyway..man my high career is almost over..like my grades are on point i'm so happy to be down and getting ready for college and most important done with the drama..particularly show choir....like i love performing on the stage but that class is bull shit at times..the people in there are just fucking assholes some of them..i mean they talking about behind your fucking back..like your fucking nothing..i mean they think they fucking run network..like you don't have nothing better to do with your time than talk about people behind there back..i mean this started first semester this year..i mean this is my senior year..and i just want to have fun but can't because i hate fucking going to network and seeing those same ass stupid ass kids..i mean i could understand if i was mean person..and i gave you reason to dog me behind my back..but thats not me at all..and the people are the main one's who don't need to be talking because if someone brought to the light the shit they do..they would be real embarrased...but thats not my nature to embarrass people..i mean there are some true asshole in network..i mean point blank..and they know who they are..and like so many really good people get overlook and put on the back row.while people not as nearly as good as them are on the floor..like what the hell that makes no fucking sense to me....like i was so stressed with choir and it shouldn't be that way..even now it just crazy in there..these damn people haven't even started there new year and already have drama..like you can have network since you want it so bad..because you were the only one's who took it to that level..when it wasn't cause for..i'm so glad to be done with it and the shady ass people in there..i mean andy came up to me yesterday in 6th period and said for some dance number all the SENIOR Girls for the most part are in the back and risers..while all the dmn juniors are on the floor and front row..like how much sense does that make..i mean it's there last performance..and he was pissed and he ahd every right to be..because that the waythings are in that class..full of shit..and frankly i could careless how others feel because if you weren't such low down ass holes.people wouldn't have anything to say about you..i just feel like i was clearly overlook in network..by mr. thorne but frankly at this point who give a damn..it just me letting out what i had ro say..show choir is crap sometime..and some of the sit that goes down in there isn't right..but i hope you peopel in there who are the assholes i'm talking about have a fucking blast in there next year..lol..SENIORS WERE ALMOST OUT THIS BITCH HELLLLLLLLLLLLLL YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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[22 Mar 2006|10:23am] |
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i am now in destin florida............helll yeah..wow spring break has been so fucking awesome so far..man i am such a whore i have already hooked up with 5 guys i mean damn and i am here till sunday..man there is so many hott guys in florida it's fucking crazy...like i am so drunk right now..it crazy as hell...so i well update soon hopefully..hope to see everyone soon and hope everyone having a kick ass spring break
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[25 Feb 2006|02:11pm] |
 i thought this was the funniest pic i have seen in my entire life..God i cannot stop laughing at it.
NO SHOWCHOIR WHAT THE HELL AM IGOING TO DO THIS SATURDAY..LOL
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[16 Feb 2006|03:55pm] |
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man today was such a weird day..my prayers and wishes go out to clara and here family. i mean a life taken way to soon..man it so weird i was just in the class with the girl and talking to her in the hall way and now she's gone i will never get to see her again. she was a beautiful person inside and out she was one of the nicest people you will meet and smart ass hell..i just doesn't seem fair someone like her is taking so soon. i just make you think like why do i take so many paty things to heart..i cried all of second period and had to leave out my third period class. i just kinda hit me out of know where..i really hope here family is dealing with this as best they can. i know it was hard for me and her friends i know they must be really having a horrible time right now..and i was so scared because when mr. carlisle first came on i thought he was going to say that jayde had passed and i would have just lost it in class..because she has been having so man y ups and downs in the hospital...my prayers defintely still go out to jayde she check back into intensive care today..man it jusy so much and i know not to take anyone for granted in my life...please people if you have a grudge against someone drop it b/c they can be gone tomorrow. b/c i know i did not expect clara to die or jayde to be this sick..man this is my senior year the perfect year and kinda hard to celebrate it when so much is happening to our class mates,,,i pray for jayde and clara...
REST IN PEACE CLARA.
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[02 Feb 2006|04:54pm] |
 ok today at school someone called me cocky and arrogant ..i mean i am far from being arrogant. i mean i might have a hogh self-esteem but i am not cocky. B.B said i looked like a diva on this pic..but i say i look like a Divo..lol..that is a mad sexy pic..lol..kiddding
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[03 Jan 2006|05:25pm] |
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ok i know i haven't been on here in a while so i have alot to say, man this year has been crazy as hell, i just feel i grew so much as a person and still have alot more growing to do. but just realozing how awesome my friends are and how much they care about me and are there for me, the biggest thing for me this year was coming out, i'm gay hell yeah..lol..kidding but it was a rough point in my life but realizing i'm comfortable with myself and if you don't like it you can go suck a dick, but i just feel i have matured so much, my temper is alot better and i'm alot more patient than i used to be, this year has had many ups and downs but this has been one the most important years of my life, anf i terrified about 2006 because i will be starting a new chapter in my life with living on my own and college but i know i can managed hoprfully, i know things has been pretty rough for me and i have had a lot of stormy days but i realize that joy comes in the morning and for all those people woh did me wrong or talked bout me behind my back and believe me i know who you are you weak ass bitches, i realized that i could give a damn about you or what you think about me, this year has been nothing short of amazing, anf i thank God for letting me see another year..enough with that
christmas was awesome hanging out with the family which is always crazy, man this christmas kicked ass. i got
puppie- whom i love to death she's so pretty her name is aerial, she's awesome i will post pictures later
clothes
ipod
camera
dvd player
alot of lil stuff
ok so don't want to go back to school and have all those damn teachers get on my nerves and the students but i'm only five months away from graduation, it just seems so surreal, in a couple of months i will be on my own. i'm scared just thinking about it
2morrow has a 8 hour pratice for showchoir which i know will be fun,lol. it scares the crap out of me that we compete in just over 3 weeks, like what the hell where did the time go, because at one point we had plenty of time and here it is now just over 3 weeks, man that some shit, i mean that is soon. i hope we get it together and quick and work together not as individuals. so have to be up at 8:00 in the morning man that some early shit.lol
sweet i got a job today paying 8.50 and hour hellllllll yeah i'm excited i can't wait to start on thursday, thats alot better than that crappy 6.50 i was making
again to all if my friends i love you to death and thanks so much for being real and honest with me even when i didn't want to hear it and just being there for me when i needed you and when i didn't. you guys has really help me through some rough spts..i love you alllllllllllllll
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[18 Dec 2005|05:03pm] |
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To everyone taking ms. morman exam please pray for me and i will pray for you because it is going to kick my asss,...lol
and I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
JESSICA VELANCIA YOU ROCK MY WORLD
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[16 Dec 2005|12:40pm] |
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all i have to say is show choir...like what the hell...today was so fucking confusing, like we didn't know spots, people fucking not knowing what there doing, everyone who should have had a good to do today, should have prepared for this before today, why are you getting in there today trying to figure shit out, like people were tired, fusrated, and annoyed, but people i thought for the most part did work hard today, i will have to say for the most part people handle the situation well, instead of just giving up, and the funniset thing was when me and andy switch and everyone kept going back and forth about where we was suppose to be, and now i'm doing a lift, which will be no sweat, meredith is lite, but at first i was lifting mercy, which would have been bad, no offense girl,( but i'm not trying a be a certain couples from last year who looked like they were about to die during the lift) so it was crazy, but the song isn't hard at all, so i have a huge amount of faith that things will work out for the closer. so that all for that
ok i skipped down the hall when i found out what i made on my first period exam I made a fucking83. hell yes
and i have to say man there was another plus today it was weak during fourth, because john pants kept falling down, and his butt was literally hanging out, me and tiffany was weak, it was some funny shit...but very nice..lol..kidding..later everyone and if i'm not on here soon.
Merry X-mas and Happy New Year.and Don't do anyone i wouldn't do.lol
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[16 Dec 2005|09:35am] |
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1st period exam was yesterday and i can so say i kicked it hairy ass man i'm so happy these are my last exams...hell yeah...but man does that suck for the juniors sophmores and freshman...oh well who cares at least there my last ones...yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
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[13 Dec 2005|03:26pm] |
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ok so school is really stressful right now but thank God it will be over soo. man exams i'm really freaking out, and oh my God Ms. morman and those damn quizzess i mean are you trying to kill my grade before the exam, i'm ready going to fall that shit, bt i love her..
SHOW CHOIR pratice was fun last night, i'm so proud of the guys they really worked hard last night, and cortez with is muscle shirt was nice to...man that biy has a nice body, ad the certain someone who kept doing these body rolls and butt rolls, and those gray boxers, man it looked nice...you sexy mofo...lol...yeah pratice was fun....and the new idea for thr opener is off the chains.. that shit is bout that fire. atice was alot fun. getting to see cute guys and nice bodies it's great...and eric had me weak, because he was annoyed with a couple of guys, man that kid cracks me up..ok i seriously might not be a dancer in the boys number, y black ass will be beating a drum, because i cannot get that damn african move, dumb shit.lol.. and my biy coryez near the center now and ronald oh fo sho. black folks united..lol..'
audictions are this thursday that should be fun, i will like to see how this come out, but i know i will end up pissed off, as i always do in choir, but hey i have dealt with it for three years now, so it doesn't really phase me anymore, it just the way things are in choir.
i wonder what were having for lunch 2morrow...later bitches and remember barney loves you
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[04 Dec 2005|05:36pm] |
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December 9, 2005 i can't wait, this movie going to rock
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[04 Dec 2005|04:38pm] |
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ok this journal will be long since i haven't been on here in a while....ok first off i have rent on D.V.D...helll yeah bootleg baby...i have watched it like 8 times all ready...that movie kicks ass....so man i'm so tired of school it just seem like a total waste of time sometime...but thank God it will be over in a couple of months....and show choir is staring to irritate me. i just hate it when people give the damn speeches or the main ones saying how they want us to be good this year and how much the love choir...but are the main ones goofing off in class or not singing or disrespecting mr. thorne...that shit is old and tired...you goof off in class and nine times out of 10 your going to goof off at practice.but you claim you want us to be some damn good, it time you started acting like it and grow up. it crazy how immature and disrespectful people can be.i seriously don't want to go through the what if this year: what if we payed attention in class, or didn't talk when mr. thorne ask us not to. just senseless shit. if anybody holds us back this year it will be us. not mr. thorne..who everybody loves to put all the blame on..if you didn't goof off while we were singing, maybe he wouldn't have to say drop your jaw a million times. i mean how hard is it for you to be quiet and be respectful...i just wish people in choir would actually follow through with what the say..and not hen-der the group because the don't take it seriously..but enough with that because just thinking about how people fuck around in choir just pisses me off. Bryce was so amazing the people there was so nice to me, i mean my boy J.( not going to say his hold name, but if you went you should no who i'm talking about). dude you were awesome, i'm so glad i got to chill with him for a second year..it made my day when i heard people was asking for me when they heard we were coming. and just seeing the smiles on there faces, while i was dancing with them or talking to them. it was great, and then as i was leaving people was saying don't leave tavares...it was amazing...i reallly took a ot from that trip.to everyone at bryce you kick ass. so me and kyle are on another break again...i swear we break up like every other week....and O.M.G he said I Love You. i sorta freaked, i not sure if i'm ready for a commitment like that..but i care about him alot, but i'm scared to love him, because so much comes with the word love, and i don't think i'm ready..it so confusing, but all day everyday i think about him...kyle your the best ever. kyle is coming down here 2morrow which is great, he should be here around 5:00, which kinda suck because i have practice at 6:00. so that means i will only have a hour to be with him...man i might be like 15 minutes late to show choir practice, hour isn't enough time...kidding. i hope people con prepared to work hard at practice 2 morrow and not play around...but we will see...man i can't wait to see kyle. we haven't hooked up in like a week..lol
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[09 Nov 2005|09:48pm] |
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ok..need to update..ok this week..sunday desperate housewives was freaking awesome... and monday there was a fight in the lunch room poor bobby got knock the fuvk out, but it was kinda short but still funny...and laguna beach was amazing to...i love lc i fucking hate jason and steven..and kristin is such and ass that was so rude of her to go to her house and act that way...tuesday real world was good nehemiah is really getting on my damn nerves..umm andrew was to work out that day and was in his gym shorts which that is always nice man he's hot. but i have a boy friend..wend..was good skip that dam assembly and went to waffle house and to donate blood but couldn't because i left my id at home..but shelley did and jessica couldn't either..man i was cracking up the whole time...lol..and the best of all i found out about rent the movie i know i'm late but i'm so psyched i can't wait to see it..and my grades were actually a million times better than what i thought...so so far this week has been awesome and friday heading out with mr.thorne to sing at the galleria everyone should try and come..lol
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[07 Nov 2005|06:45pm] |
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ok so i'm feeling great now..put in the wicked cd, which i haven't listen to in forever...i forgot how much i love that cd...man that play was so freaking GOOD..
i think i'll try and defy gravity...lol
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[05 Nov 2005|04:25pm] |
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i fucking love this Cd. Bat country is a kick ass song
You're a Perfect Kiss. You and your best friend are a little more than friends now aren't you...? hehe
I Fucking love this pic it so fucking hott and true lol
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[05 Nov 2005|03:41pm] |
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John Denson is the hottest,sexiest and best dancing white boy i know...i really think he's black on the inside....LOL..ok i was really bored..but i thought that was funny.
and this pic is even better. i think there related to jessica velancia...lol
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